I can't believe Jay got sent home.I nearly fell off my seat when they put Hady, Jon and Jay on the chopping board. What is going on? Jay is fine though and being really strong! I'm very proud of him! He didn't allow tears to cloud his swan song and he left with his head held high. This is the attitude I hope all my other fellow idols should adopt.
It's hard enough that we are in the public eye, facing judgement from people who are biased against us, getting slammed, dissed, insulted, etc..It really HURTS. There are also the kind good souls out there who are supportive and don't have an inch of bad in them. If not for these kind souls, we would all have broken down! Sometimes i wonder what these people gain from slamming us, What? What can they possibly gain from posting hate comments? I seriously don't get it..oh maybe self satisfaction? But there are other more effective ways to satisfy themselves! I wished there was something i could do to help these people but i guess i will never know their identities. Whatever it is, i wish them lifelong happiness :)

TO ALL MY LOVELY PEOPLE OUT THERE!!
eddyboi(who say i got crush on anyone? :p), dainty diva, lisa, sophia(my kind of gal), kaileng(miss u too man), ichigo-san(arigato~), ardna(thanks 4 e hug, really needed it), robin, darkelv(:) u r very smart), dennis, diyanrishka,nisa, veronica, grooves, meesaarsngg, stupidgenius, sunny, teckhwee, tanat(BIG hug), karlg,prim, ouisard, displaced thoughts, paperfaces on parade(Jay and i are just friends la), candice(maybe going back but much later cos still 'bound'), manjoe and shyanne(sms nana!),lonekeeper(u r so sweet! send my love to your granddad) and much more who have posted fab and encouraging comments!
Want to keep typing but i have an appointment at 8 so gotta go people! will be back soon and i'm probably gonna find pics to post if not it's gonna get quite boring! BIG KISSES TO ALL!! MUAH LONG KISS M>>>>UAH....haha
Love, Em